What could you let go of, for the sake of harmony?
I can let go of almost everything, for the sake of harmony, but I can’t count all of them now. However, I can count something which are difficult for letting go of for me: My future, my successes, my conscience. These are difficult for letting go of, but I think that they are not impossible.
Halil İnalcık’ın Osmanlı’da Din ve Devlet ve başka en az bir kitabına göre Fatih Sultan Mehmet zamanında Otman Baba adında biri yaşarmış. Kendi iddiasında Fatih Sultan Mehmet’e Belgrad’ı fethedemeyeceğini söylemiş fakat Fatih kızmış sonra yenilince Otman Baba’nın evliyalığını kabul etmiş lakin Halil İnalcık’a göre Fatih Sultan Mehmet bunu tarikatlar o dönemde halk nezdinde popüler olduğu ve Fatih Sultan Mehmet tarikatlardan şahsi mülklerini alıp devlete bağladığı için hiç değilse bir tane tarikatın desteğini alayım diye düşünerek yapmış. İşin menkıbe kısmına girmeyeceğim zira çok inandırıcı değil bu arada ben bir insanın ermiş olamayacağını söylemiyorum ama bu kadar da olmaz.
I think I made my website paid and if I earn money from this website, I will give this money to charities.
I said that if we reached second level civilazition, we would die because of harmful rays . I noticed that I was wrong. I was watching a documentary and I learned that at And Mountains ozone layer is thin, but a man could survive here by wearing a shirt so even if harmful sun rays reach us, we can survive.
Describe your most memorable vacation.
I haven’t got any of them. All vacations are ordinary for me.
On what subject(s) are you an authority?
I ak good at some subjects and my enviroment says that I am very good at history. I think that is true, bur not enough for being an authority.
What’s your definition of romantic?
I can’t define romantic so I understand what is romantik from other people. However, I know a romantic thing by myself: If we are dying and our darling is here with us and s/he is trying to make our mood better, that is romantic. However, method is also important. If s/he says you can do it my lion, that is not romantic.
How do you express your gratitude?
My childhood was bad and when I got angry everybody said to me that I would go to the hell. I scared to much, but couldn’t stop my anger. After I learned that criminal people’s childhood is also bad. I cried and got angry to my god. Next day I expressed myself to a pious family and they said that I was innocent so I would go to heaven. I said that nobody could know this and they said that ” Yes, nobody could know certainly, but we can guess” I got this answer and remembered that my god Allah doesn’t consider our action. Allah considers our intention. But, if you become lazy after learning this, this means your intention has a problem.
What are you most worried about for the future?
I am worried about losing everything because of lethargy. If I lose everything because of my fate or some scientific laws, I will not be sad that much because I can’t change them and after when I die if I go heaven by my god’s allowance I think these problems will end up. However, if I don’t work, I feel that this is my mistake.
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