Age is only number for improving. Knowledge doesn’t increase by age. To illustrate, animals grow up by they don’t learn a lot of thing. People can experience same thing. Others you already know I will not explain all of them. Improving is not about age, it is about work.
Since I was 9 I want to be completed. According to Kur’an after doomsday our blessings will be completed. Usually I read Kur’an for moral and this didn’t make me happy because I can’t know when will this day come and I don’t pray to Allah for this because doomsday means death of everyone. But this will happen even if I don’t want it. To sum up, I think waiting this day is not a bad thing because I don’t pray to Allah for this day and this day will come even if I don’t want.
I want to add some information: I know sacred books’ greatest purpose is religion, but we can learn other things from them. To give an example, if I know true according to Ibn-i Haldun who is muslim countries collapse and I know that according to Kur’an every ummah will die and I think this means countries die. This information is not about moral, but important for philosophy.
What could you let go of, for the sake of harmony?
I can let go of almost everything, for the sake of harmony, but I can’t count all of them now. However, I can count something which are difficult for letting go of for me: My future, my successes, my conscience. These are difficult for letting go of, but I think that they are not impossible.
I can’t define romantic so I understand what is romantik from other people. However, I know a romantic thing by myself: If we are dying and our darling is here with us and s/he is trying to make our mood better, that is romantic. However, method is also important. If s/he says you can do it my lion, that is not romantic.
My childhood was bad and when I got angry everybody said to me that I would go to the hell. I scared to much, but couldn’t stop my anger. After I learned that criminal people’s childhood is also bad. I cried and got angry to my god. Next day I expressed myself to a pious family and they said that I was innocent so I would go to heaven. I said that nobody could know this and they said that ” Yes, nobody could know certainly, but we can guess” I got this answer and remembered that my god Allah doesn’t consider our action. Allah considers our intention. But, if you become lazy after learning this, this means your intention has a problem.